I feel awkward

The idea of creating a blog is much more enticing than the actual action of putting yourself out there and well doing it. I feel like I have a lot to say however I’m worried no one is going to care because well why should they, but I guess I’m doing this mainly for myself. I’ve been struggling through life, feeling uninspired by everything, and this is my new year 2018 pledge of finding the happiness in life again.

Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not a depressed person (anxious maybe but not depressed). I just feel like I’m just existing in this life and recently have been pressed with the issue of what I want to do when I graduate college. It’s not that I couldn’t get a job using my degree (which is chemical engineering), that just sounds increasingly boring and that I might end up hating my life.

That’s what I’m scared about most in this life; that I’m going to mess up the only chance I have at one.

So if you’re like me and have no fucking clue what to do with your life, or you just feel like you’re not living the biggest possible life that you could, please stay tuned and hang out while I utilize my first amendment right in the pursuit of happiness over this next year.

And lastly, I feel like I should leave with some sort of catch phrase. Like Ellen Degenerous always says “be kind to one another” so I guess I’ll just leave you with the only thing I can think of…..

…. Always dab on them haterz

Quote of the Day: “If it scares you, it might be a good thing to try” – Seth Godin

Cover Photo: This picture is to symbolize me headed off to new adventures, it was taken in Madrid on a bike while I studied abroad last spring.