Why does everyone think
that its better to be in a crowd
nobody really thinking
before they speak out loud.
People think something’s wrong
when I want to be alone
I’ve tried so many times to be like them
but I usually like to be on my own.
I search for people who understand
because sometimes I do get lonely
It’s nice when you have that person
who will always hold you closely
But when you don’t have this person
life teaches you what’s possible
you realize how strong you are
that you are unstoppable
It’s hard defining who you are
when you are a million different things
you live a life of never being the best
but being decent at everything.
You’re considered a nerd
but often feel dumb,
then you try to be a socialite
but that just makes you feel numb
The only thing you’re sure of
is that you can’t be defined
you’re always learning, always growing
even if no one can see it inside your mind
you are not the person you were a year ago,
or a month, a week, a day
you’ve learned so much, come so far
more sure of things with each passing birthday
so after 20 years to this day
what do I have to say?
that no matter what happens
things will always turn out okay
When you lay there alone at night
and that feeling starts to creep in
just know that I understand
I feel the same way deep within.
You long for more
life has become so meaningless
people make you sad
their actions are so reason-less.
You feel like giving up
like no one is the same
when did like get like this
when did it become a game.
When did getting blacked become the goal
how can people do that every night
and still feel whole.
It makes me sad
as I feel it does to you,
but when you got this feeling
remember I’m right there too.